merry christmas from taiwan
I love and miss you all,
Wes
P.S. A Gift (may take a while to download)
A video of the 3000 Taiwanese kids dancing to "All I Want For Christmas Is You" by Mariah Carey
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Well, still couldn't sleep yesterday, but gotta keep praying.
For the past few weeks, I've been having the hardest time trying to get to sleep at night and getting good sleep. I'll get into bed hopefully by 1 or 2am and then toss and turn until falling in a state of amphibasleep where I'm half sleeping, half awake for almost the rest of the night. As you can see, it's almost 4am here now. I have tried a lot of things, at first I thought it was my bed (which it still might be), but I think my bed is fine for now. I have cut out caffeine (which means tea!) for the past 2 days to no avail. Listening to music, praying, listening to sermons, even reading the Bible haha....just keep me up. Even when I pretty much stay up the whole night one day, the next night will be exactly the same, where I still can't sleep until very late. It is, for the lack of a better word, discouraging. It's thrown my days completely off. A friend and fellow missionary here told me that the longer she's been in Taiwan, the more and more she realizes that it's a pretty dark place. I fully agree, and after reading "The Screwtape Letters", chalk up another possibility of why I can't go to sleep. So if I may ask, would you please pray that I'll be able to get some good rest and that if there is something evil in here that it would leave. Also, pray that I would find a job soon. By the way, I hope you're having a great holiday so far.
Since this is the season for giving, I think this would be a great time to practice focusing outwards, putting the needs of others ahead of our own. Here is something you can do for me this Christmas:
I think things for me are finally settling in here. After I couldn't sleep the other day, I got up and was given a sense of direction to what I'm supposed to do here. Even though my role in the church isn't exactly specified as of yet, I do know that a big part is just spending time with the youth here. Starting with their worship team. I can only hope that growth and maturity will be a result, as I, as well as others sense a big need for discipleship here. I need to get out of my shell and be unafraid to speak truth and hopefully some of my life and God's love will rub off as we follow Christ's example.
I've been having this reoccuring cough/throat/lung problem, so I went to a throat, lung, and head specialist over here and I got some medication for the week. The medication is making me feel weak and drowsy, but my throat feels a lot better, especially in the morning. The cool thing too was that the whole doctor visit+medication only cost me 350NT which is about $10 USD. AND the doctor that checked me was from CERRITOS! I was so surprised, and he's been to UC Irvine, so we had a nice conversation about school and why I'm not in med school and about why he would only live in Cerritos if he came back to the States...Anyway...I think the meds are kicking in...gonna take a nap before I go to work.
It's been a while since my last update. I decided to start this blog instead of emailing everyone so that I wouldn't bug people with the emails and also so that I could include little tidbits and thoughts from Taiwan, like a mini journal of sorts. The past few weeks have been pretty good for me. I feel like I'm finally settling in here at my apartment and with my rooommates. We have been having a great time cooking, eating and watching movies. It has been getting pretty cold over here, the temperature was in the 50's during the day earlier this week; very cold, especially with the icy cold wind in your face. Unfortunately my scooter was also stolen last week. But thankfully another missionary here is letting me use hers until I find another one because she rarely rides it.